Weekend home leave.
I am home.
I feel miserable.
I feel like everything I had is lost once more.
The familiarity seems so distant now...
I feel lost.
I hate it in the ward, superficial friendships and echos of ED talk everywhere, strict protocols and unreasonable demands.. cold nights and dreary days..
Yet in that crazy environment, I am away from reality, away from everything... out of touch with everything that I so involved my life around - hanging out with friends, running, activities... etc etc.
And here I am, back home, feeling so empty.
Why?
I don't understand.
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