day 16

Weigh-in part 3 tomorrow. I had better pass if not I won't get to leave here. It's really a lucky draw kind of thing because I  totally have no idea how it will turn out. 

Just realised I have not stepped out of this place for 4 days already. I have not felt the sun shine on my face or the breeze of the wind or the humidity in the air.  

Not going start thinking about how long I have not perspired doing any physical activity. 

On another note - 

I love my family. 

More than I think I do, more than I can rationalize. 

Yes we have our faults, our differences, our distances from each other.. Etc. But when I don't try to spell out our family defects, I find that there is something special about my family that I would never want to trade it for anything else. 

:) 

Mom came in the afternoon after my morning of attempting my DIY teddy bear (gosh, I suck at sewing!!). We watched book thief but didn't manage to complete it cos the family therapist came to see me. 

Adrea and Leonie came to visit after dinner - ceadrea brought me a sunflower! 

Now I have 2 flowers (Aunty Vara came with one yesterday too) !! Hehe. 

Got stuffs to do for school - writing report cards comments. Hai. I don't wanna think about returning back to school either. 

Safe here in this artificial environment. 

Supps and Pau snack in 15min.