I know, I'm terrible. Not going to explain more.
Talked to mom on the phone today, I really fear how and when and what to say to convey this whole issue. How will she take it? How different will my life be?
Anyway, dinner with Josh and his parents before heading back. Good chat sharing with Josh, just glad that it didn't turn nasty.
So yes I did cheat myself on my outing but coming back here talking to my roommates was really de-stressing. I don't really know how they think of me, but I guess I will try not to bother.
Just need to be more honest yet very sensitive about others too I guess.
Bad me, good others day.
Goodnight.
Ps: don't feel like attending the program yet esp if I am not ready to do more.
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