But what is knowing without doing?

The wise don't just say wise words, but also display their wisdom through their actions. 

In fact, appearing wise but committing foolish acts is worse than a fool. 

I've taken one step, but there are a million more steps to go.

So please don't comment how much better I am now.. because no... I've still a long way more to go..

My outward appearance and disposition doesn't reflect the inner sinful me.. But I'm hanging on to this facade because maybe I'm fearful of you others looking at me and thinking "oh man, not again...", I'm fearful that I really might have gone back to square one.

And this isn't me being "emo", blogging sad depressing stuff.. It's just me being me, my real thoughts, my real struggles, my life... Reality.